Excerpt from ”Seeker of Visions” and My Thoughts/Feelings

John Lame Deer, Chapter 15 If the thunder-beings want to put their power on the earth, among the people, they send a dream to a man, a vision about thunder and lightning. By this dream they appoint him to work his power for them in a human way. This is what makes him a heyoka. […]

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Fun getting ignored when you haven’t done certain things in a while and get treated like a pariah, like people have become allergic to you or something. Oh well, that’s what you get for listening to the Big Boss I suppose. Humans being humans. I don’t get let known about stuff happening anymore. I suppose […]

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Fusion power and magnetism

What if the way we’re trying to get to fusion power is all wrong? What if fusion needs a ”chaotic” or ”semi-chaotic” magnetic field to get going? Like in our Sun and other stars? The Sun’s magnetic field 1. isn’t chaotic 2. isn’t orderly per se, either. Main idea here is, what if trying to […]

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INFJ States, Behaviour

Here’s what I recently commented on IG, regarding a picture that was reshared. Protector grain very strong. I’m not androgynous but I do have strong feminine traits and not afraid of crying or bursting out laughing in front of others; of showing I care about what happens to you. I used to feel like there […]

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I’ve always been rather fearless. Wasn’t always like that, but when I started letting go of nonsense anxiety, I started being fearless. Now the only reason I’ll hold back is to avoid conflict, in order to achieve growth. I’m after not only my growth, but other people’s too. It makes me happy to see people […]

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”Dream”, part zzzzz

Date: 27 February 2019 Right before alarm (4:30!), sounds, I remember being with someone, dunno who exactly, but I’ve known them for a long time, in Spirit (guide, guardian, something like that), in the Spirit World, they were giving me a teaching and we were having a conversation about something. I distinctly remember one of […]

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Rough Coupla Months

You’ve very likely noticed my entire domain was down. Well, several things happened that made that happen (I’ll cover it in another post)…. Sufficed to say that it was hard, but meaningful in more spiritual ways and growth, but it has somewhat scarred me a bit. I’ll get better soon, to my more normal warm […]

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Darkness and Light

I find myself one of a minority of people being able to see both extreme beauty and extreme ugliness. It’s not something that I’d recommend to anyone, but it does put me in an unique position, of putting out whatever I want to put out. A very long time ago I determined to put out […]

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Life Paths

I just heard something about commitment. Dude was saying ”find something to anchor your commitment to that you have to, not want to, have to”. Me, I don’t have kids, but I do have one, that few will understand, my sanity, my existence. A very long time ago, I had a dream, get on this […]

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