I find myself one of a minority of people being able to see both extreme beauty and extreme ugliness. It’s not something that I’d recommend to anyone, but it does put me in an unique position, of putting out whatever I want to put out. A very long time ago I determined to put out the most beauty possible. Not always having been successful, but doing my best anyway.
This also make me very much able to appreciate both, and do things to make that beauty possible and come back to me.
I read an article last night, where it said – good advice for anyone, really – don’t hide from your feelings, but do feel them, and you decide what you do with them.