Having problems re-finding my balance, or what I thought was my balance.
I realised that I'm having some serious self-esteem issues.
Not taking care of myself or others very well, and neglecting things.
I'm alternating between anger and despair. Usually I just eventually let go, and start to feel better, but not now.
Had a really nice evening with my fiancée and a brother last night, we tied up drum and sang some songs.